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AN: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] sfa_history Battle prompt Helen Magnus, James Watson. The Blitz.

Spoilers: Nothing

Disclaimer: I do not own Sanctuary. The allusions to James’s time in Berlin are taken from [livejournal.com profile] dbalthasar. The title is a lyric from Dracula: A Chamber Musical.

Rating: Teen

Characters: Helen Magnus, James Watson

Summary: Helen Magnus has never in her life been afraid of the dark or the monsters that might hide beneath its skulking mantle.

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Come The Thunder

Helen Magnus has never in her life been afraid of the dark or the monsters that might hide beneath its skulking mantle. Not when the Ripper haunted the streets in Whitechapel, not when she discovered his identity and realized she would face a life of never knowing where John might appear. Not when her father disappeared and left her a great pile of a house with room upon room of questions he hadn’t got around to answering yet. And not when the Great War ravaged the face of map, and threatened to undo all her work before she’d really got started.

But this war is different.

Everything that could safely be moved had been evacuated from the London Sanctuary. Of course, the abnormals that could not be safely moved are also the ones most likely to do damage if they somehow get out of their enclosures. There is no place for Helen to send them. The continent is in flames, her allies are spread thin and some of them can no longer be safely called allies at all.

Worst of all, she has become something she promised herself she would never be: the woman who waits at home. Nikola is still in America, pretending to be old and designing God knows what for the war effort. Nigel has disappeared, seeking to avoid a repeat of his government appointed tasks during the Great War. Helen suspects he has enlisted under a false name, choosing to fight on his own terms this time around. James is in Berlin, frantically trying to pick up the pieces there before he’s forced back to England, though Helen doubts he could say which of those pieces he is focused on. And she waits at home, scanning the papers for news and waiting for cables and confining herself to the sublevels as soon as the sirens begin to sound.

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After more than a year of running what amounted to an underground railroad through the German countryside, James thought he would be relieved to be once again at home in London. But there is no peace here either, ruled by rations and limitations and fear of the sky at night. He is in and out of Whitehall on a near daily basis after he let it slip that he’s spent so much time in Berlin over the past decade. They must suspect his reasons, but they cannot confirm them and frankly, he thinks they are too desperate for intelligence to care. He will be safe until the war is over.

He has not seen Helen this anxious since Gregory’s disappearance half a century ago. He does not suggest that she leave the city, because he knows she’ll see it as being sent away for her safety, but he cannot stand to watch her pace about the house either, like one of the abnormals they keep caged in the sublevels. She is, after all, at least as dangerous, if not more so, than they are.

When the request from the American government comes, he suspects somehow at Nikola’s suggestion, he is relieved. Helen Magnus was not meant to mind the hearth fires, but he was not relishing the idea of convincing her she wasn’t abandoning him.

Any reply they might make is delayed for three days when a bomb falls into the back garden. They spend all night trying to control the fire, and still lose a portion of the East Wing. Helen says nothing, but he knows as well as she does what books and photographs have gone up in smoke.

He has been wondering for weeks now if they will be a target, if the Germans will find out what he’d done in Berlin, what Helen had done here in London, and take action in the name of purity. The Berlin Sanctuary is all but dismantled, and if there are any abnormals left in Germany, they’re either in hiding or waiting to join the resistance. He hasn’t heard from any of his own contacts since he got back to England, and he tries not to worry. He is not usually successful.

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There is plenty of room in the shelter Helen fashioned in the sublevels. Unlike their fellow Londoners, who cower in tin sheds half-buried in back gardens or flood into the Underground, the Sanctuary accommodates all their charges, their staff, their families and themselves with room to spare and adequate privacy besides. When the raids run long, though, they still end up in the same bed, trying to find some semblance of rest in the other’s embrace.

“Do you want to go to America?” Helen asks one night when the all clear will not sound.

“No,” James replies, and finds he means it. He had enough saving the world in Germany. All he wants now is to hold on to what he’s got.

“I might go, then,” Helen says. “I should like to do something useful.”

He can’t see her face, but he knows from the tone of her voice that she hates herself a little bit right now. She hates that they cannot take more people in from the bombs, for fear of public exposure. And she hates that she wants nothing more than to get out into the world, when her father charged her above all else with the protection of the house.

“You would do better, I think,” he says. He’s trying not to sound cold about it but he’s terrified that if he cracks he’ll beg her not to leave him alone. “The Network needs you working to maintain it in the face of attack. Plus it would give you the opportunity to make further inroads with the Americans.”

“You’ll take care of everything?” she says. “And the politics, besides?”

“I think I’ll manage,” he says. And then he does crack, a little bit anyway, and pulls her against him more tightly than he has since John left the first time.

Four days later, she’s gone. He can feel her in every corner of the house until three days before Christmas, when a second bomb falls and levels what’s left of the East Wing, the carriage house and a goodly portion of the main house as well. James moves everything into the sublevels until there’s barely room for the people who crowd there when the sirens sound, but the bed he sleeps on seems all too vast.

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When the bombs stop falling, it isn’t Helen’s house any more.

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fin

Notes: Wow, that got depressing.

Gravity_Not_Included, March 25, 2011

Date: 2011-03-25 09:06 pm (UTC)
shadadukal: (SFA : Helen water)
From: [personal profile] shadadukal
And she hates that she wants nothing more than to get out into the world, when her father charged her above all else with the protection of the house.

There is really something there, because yes, that's what Gregory would have wanted. And it's fitting that James ran the UK Sanctuary, as someone with whom Gregory shared a lot.

Not exactly depressing. An illustration of change, in this case cause by terrible events.

Well done!

Date: 2011-03-25 10:13 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (because if I have a tesla icon then I ne)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
An illustration of change, in this case cause by terrible events.

Ooooh, I like that! I'll pretend I did it on purpose. :)

Thanks for the review!

Date: 2011-03-25 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] palmaceae.livejournal.com
When the bombs stop falling, it isn’t Helen’s house any more.
*dies*

that was beautiful and a perfect explanation for how the london sanctuary went from helen to james.

Date: 2011-03-25 11:25 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (elementary my dear...oh shut up)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you! Again, I am going to pretend I did it on purpose. :)

Date: 2011-03-25 10:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dbalthasar.livejournal.com
Oh, I like this. And, like shadadukal, I didn't find it depressing, exactly - very real, I suppose, and also inevitable. It makes sense to me that Helen would be the one who needed to act, in this time, this place, and James needs to sustain what there is. And in the long run, I think Helen would have found Gregory's sanctuary to be a millstone around her neck? She strikes me as someone who needs a place of her own.

Date: 2011-03-25 11:32 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (helen magnus is kind of the best ever)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
This was definitely one of those stories that I kind of stumbled into at the end. It wasn't until the first sentence about James cracking that I realized how to tie it off. And what everyone has commented makes sense. It's possible that since my last fic featured a cat dying happily in its sleep of old age and everyone was all "OMG, THE CAT!" that I am over-reacting. :)

Date: 2011-03-25 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] artaxastra.livejournal.com
So Helen. So James. This is very, very good.

Date: 2011-03-26 12:35 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (elementary my dear...oh shut up)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm always extra glad when the flashfic turns out well. :)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] midwifeonboard.livejournal.com
Really wonderful. Very in character. Nice work.


(also, when I read this: "The title is a lyric from Dracula: A Chamber Musical." I knew I HAD to read it. ;) )

Date: 2011-03-26 12:34 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (carpe diem)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thanks!

(And hee! This is definitely the top spot on my list of "Musicals I was pleasantly surprised by" because when we got the tickets, the teacher was all "Oh and by the way, it's a musical" and we were all "bwuh?" And all this time later, the only line from the whole thing I can remember is "Let the lightning split the sky/ We will triumph by and by!" I've had vampire musicals on the brain today.)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] midwifeonboard.livejournal.com
Good to know! Most Vampire musicals are not very worth watching. ;)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:38 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (fangirls)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
I think it's a bit reassuring to know that vampire /=/ INSTANT SUCCESS in every case. :)

...and once again, I wish I hadn't axed the "Twilight means never having to say you're kidding" icon.

Date: 2011-03-26 12:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] midwifeonboard.livejournal.com
Hahaha. Yeah, I don't think you can have a Twilight icon and be taken seriously. ;)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:41 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (yay?)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Even when it's making fun of Twilight?

(aside: my favourite pony on My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic is called Twilight Sparkle which is hysterical for about twelve reasons, but also means that over the last two weeks, I've trained myself to think of her when I hear the word, which is a welcome relief.)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] midwifeonboard.livejournal.com
Heh. I'll give you that. :)

Date: 2011-03-26 01:00 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (dance of joy)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thanks! ;)

Date: 2011-03-26 12:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] querulouspeg.livejournal.com
I always enjoy your stories but this one was extra special. Really quite moving and very sad. It really covers Helen's move out of London and why/how she set up shop elsewhere.

Date: 2011-03-26 12:44 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (because if I have a tesla icon then I ne)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! It's always the ones I don't expect, and I'm glad you liked it that much. :)

Date: 2011-03-26 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] colej55.livejournal.com
Superbly done and very plausible. Wonderful characterizations (as usual) and quite haunting in its reality. I don't find it sad at all. It just... is. Life is sometimes very hard and out of the trauma comes change and newness, which isn't necessarily bad - like the rebirth of the forest after a fire.

I'm especially in love with the first and last lines... and everything in between. :)

One of your best!

Date: 2011-03-26 03:48 am (UTC)
ext_1358: (time is a great healer)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thanks so much, hun! I've never figured out why the things I write in ten minutes and barely edit turn out so well while the ones that nearly kill me don't do so well. :p It's one of life's mysteries, I suppose. ;)

I wrote the last sentence and thought "Uh...okay then!", and all of a sudden it was a story. I love the idea of them huddling in the dark. James doesn't admit to needing a hug very often, but I think what happened in Berlin really, really broke him a little bit.

Glad you liked it!

Date: 2011-03-27 06:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darthanne.livejournal.com
I really like the way you portray Helen and James' 'friendship'. This makes the shift from the London sanctuary from Helen to James makes a lot of sense. Very realistic feeling of the time period too.

Date: 2011-03-27 01:46 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (elementary my dear...oh shut up)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thanks! I love writing the two of them together, and this is the most exposed I've ever had James be, so it was neat to write his reactions to things as being a little more raw than usual. I like to think that he did give being modern a shot, but WWI and WWII knocked him right back into the Victorian Era, and he just refused to come out afterwards.

Date: 2011-03-27 09:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elysandra.livejournal.com
Noo, so many books lost! My heart breaks when I hear/read that. And I always have to think of the time when I went to Weimar and it was right after the beautiful Princess Amalia Library had burnt down - there were burnt pieces of old pages flying around everywhere, fragments of beautiful old printing on them, all gone! It still makes me sad to think about it. Maybe that's why that part of the story touched me the most. But out of destruction something new arises - and I know what a wonderful library Helen has today, so... ^^

Date: 2011-03-27 01:47 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (books)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
I hear you on the book burning! It makes me sad as well.

Date: 2011-03-28 02:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] romansilence.livejournal.com
I second shadadukal. The story also gets a glimpse on what everyone who slowly lost their home to bombs must have felt and still feel, regardless of the ideology.

Date: 2011-03-28 02:53 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (because if I have a tesla icon then I ne)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you! This story definitely got away from me somewhere, but managed to do so in the good way. :) I'm glad you liked it.

Date: 2011-03-29 08:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] forensicirulan.livejournal.com
Oh....

That was bloody amazing, and I loved the style, and I loved that you mixed it with history. Your punctuations added to the gloomy feeling brilliantly. This... wow.

Date: 2011-03-29 12:42 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (helen magnus is kind of the best ever)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

Date: 2011-04-02 10:16 am (UTC)
ext_404204: oboe icon (The Five - past)
From: [identity profile] oboetheres.livejournal.com
I really like how matter of fact this whole fic is, not quite resigned, but accepting and moving on.

Date: 2011-04-02 01:18 pm (UTC)
ext_1358: (helen magnus is kind of the best ever)
From: [identity profile] grav-ity.livejournal.com
Thank you. They try so hard to keep that "stiff upper lip", but sometimes they just really need a hug. :) Glad you liked it!

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